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why i never update

2004-11-20T21:08:00.000+08:00

haiz...too many things has happen...i dunnoe wat to say larz...i dun think anyone really know the whole story bah ...afterall , i dun really have any chance or anytime to elaborate everything to anyone ...but today...i am both happy and sad ...haha...happy that i see calven and sylvester .... but sad ..cause i see calven ...dunnoe why ...haiz...dun wish to tok more ....those who wanna know more...ask me personally bah ....=) ...

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2004-10-22T15:53:00.000+08:00

dunnoe...so many things has happen ...haiz...to say the truth..my result is reli quite shocking lor...haiz.. but its over..wat can i do ..it jus seem that all my friends are doing better den me ... haiz.. anything bah ...haiz...i dunnoe wat to write..some things will jus go through my mind times and times but i jus dunnoe how and what to relate it ...haiz...think i will jus stop here ...see when i will have more things to write bah ...anyway ...take care... think i know that it is impossible between the 2 of us ..but pls dun stop me from loving u... =)... take care... =)

finally...

2004-10-17T01:54:00.000+08:00

its has reli been so long since i see him...finally i saw him.. he jus send me home jus now ... he reli very cute... completely get off his last time those kind of slacker and ah beng look... haha... now, he jus seem to be a new person, a person who look more responsible and more dashing...somehow.. or is it jus my one-sided opinion..i like him in white...to say the truth... i prefer him to be in white..haha...he look so cool ...i wan to smoke..he dun let me smoke...so bad right ...idiot him ...he can smoke, i cannot smoke... where got this kind of logic 1 !!! haa... heard that he cycle back to pasir ris park after he send me home... =) he so pro right...can get a bicycle at this kind of time ...haha... those i dunnoe wat he think of me now larz...haha..but he still say that i cry and cry ... bleahx..i very long never cry le hor ... my feeling tell me tat he got a gf ..but who cares...i will jus be a frenz or a mei who will always be there to care for him, look after him.. no matter rain or shine. jus now reli very funny and reli very fun lor ... afterall, i still feel more comfortable with him around...ahahaha.. think its my nautral instinct bah... jus now try to pluck his hair...so funny...haha..he also never scold me...den i chase him around the bbq pit...so fun .. den hor ...i also pull him off the stove that he sitting at leh ...lolx... i pro right... den i put mashmallow on his hair...but den david go tell him..no fun ... haha... den hor ...mango wan feed him otah... but he dun let ..haha..he almost BITE me ...haha...idiot 1 leh ... but he is still so cute... haha... den i see got toothpick on the table...haha..den this evil thought come to my mind .. haha.. i take the toothpick and keep on poking his back ...lolx..den he keep ouch ouch ouch ...so funny.. is reli so much fun with him around lor ...haha...i also go put lime and the toothpick on his head...haha ... how i wish ..the time will jus stop here... =)

finally i have make up my mind ...and no longer confuse. there only 1 person tat i love and it has to be him. no one can replace him in my heart. reli no one. haiz...=)...i have broke up with my bf... not cause of him ...but jus think that he has hurt me ... =) ...i am no single but unavaible ...haha.. think i write until here bah ...going back to irc to chat liao...haha

wheee

2004-10-14T18:07:00.000+08:00

finally everything come to an end...haha..not really too happy about it..dunnoe y...perhaps worried about my reuslt bah ... jus finish doing reflective learing....haha...lolx... watever... bleahx...it still make no difference although i dunnoe y i spend so much time doing it ..lolx... lalalalalalala...dunnoe wat to write liao lar.z...byez...

haiz...

2004-10-09T23:05:00.000+08:00

haiz..yesterday nv reli blog bah ...think i too tired le...haiz..so sad ... david yeo got eliminated ..haiz... why mus that jerry still be in the competition ...anything larz... try to study my math ...but haiz...nth seems to work ...been slacking the whole day at home lor. ..haha .. now online looking for tones and java games...who got free webbie for all this ...tell me leh ..haha..

comments on sg idol ..haha..

2004-10-08T15:41:00.000+08:00

Last Night Performance:
1) SYLVESTER ( though a little prounciation problem, but nvm)

2) Olinda ( haha... still as cool)

3) Taufik (hmm,he did well yesterday though i dun reli like him)

4) Leandra ( dunnoe..still ok larz..)

5) Maia ( think she choose the wrong song ..but still rox)

6) Daphne ( not much comments abt her)

7) David Yeo (haiz...didnt do tat well last night)

8) Chirstopher (haiz.though he is cute..he dun have the voice)

9) Jerry ( oh ..pls ...get voted out ...)

Overall:1) SYLVESTER
2) Maia

3) Olinda

4) David Yeo

5) Taufik

6) Leandra

7) Daphne

8) Chirstopher

9) Jerry ( i cant wait to see u out)

haha...tat my point of view bah ...jerry ...out pls ... u are reli a torn in the eyes to see.... haha... i anyhow use one ... so pardon me for my english...

ss paper = killer paper

2004-10-08T15:00:00.000+08:00

siao 1111111111111111111111....the whole paper is madddddddddddddd............settttt until so hard...kaoz...my source base all the question all i blur ...den strucred essay ...4get how to write liao ....haiz...my chinese...overall still ok lor ...haiz...watever...its over and its reli over
haiz...hee...wateve..now slacking..think i going to sleep soon bah ...no mood to do math ...haha.. tomolo den do ...since i going to be at home the whole day...muahaha

???

2004-10-07T21:34:00.000+08:00

haiz...dunnoe...dun reli recall anything that happen in school today ...the summary very difficult ...but ... the physics paper is still ok ...think can pass bah ...but not sure if can do well anot ...haiz...went to white sand and eat ...eat nonense food ...haha... den go home study liao..haiz. so many things to study ...finally finish studying for my chinese but later still need brush up abit... haha...now left social studies...tink awhile later den study bah ...take a little break ... =) hee singapore idol so niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....... sylvester so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ...haha and finally ...jerry suxxxxxxxxxxx...lol...i know i very bad but nevermind larz... even ken also say he should not be in this competition ~ haha...lolx.....

haiz...

2004-10-06T19:52:00.000+08:00

haha..jus change my msn address....so sianz...haiz...watever larz...i been online for 1 hr liao...dunnoe wat to do ...anything larz...btw...add me on msn at t1ngt1ngt1ng@hotmail.com

haiz...

2004-10-06T18:55:00.000+08:00

wat a day today... actually nothing much happen bah ... haiz...study my physics ... almost finish but dunoe wat the hack the whole refraction thinggy is toking about ...later at night den confirm again bah ...haiz... have lunch at white sand lor ...den when reach home ...is study, study and study ...haiz...a bit dun feel like continuing on my chinese ...feel like slacking a little ...anything larz...haha...i miss u...=)

choice~

2004-10-05T14:51:00.000+08:00

guess i make up my choice le bah ...i think i know wat i am doing ...and i am clear enough of it lor ...haiz..watever it is ... i dunnoe...i reli wish to jus lead a carefree life ...instead of a life which so many things is bothering me lor...haiz.... dunnoe wat to say ... kindda miss the life last time ..slacker completely...but now i cant afford to slack ...i dun wan to slack ...i wan to get out of coral ...to a place which i wan to go ..which my frenz will be there ... that my motivation all along to push me ...to my goals and the place i wan to go ...i wan to be back with all my buddies and friends.... together ...seriously....reli hope to have a year end bbq ...gathering bah ... b4 our O's ..doubt many will turn up ...actually i dun need many ..jus the few of us ...haha...see how bah ...dun even know i got the time to plan anot ...haiz...see how bah... =) haiz...

haiz...

2004-10-05T14:22:00.000+08:00

study all the way from 10-1pm ++ for the god damm physics. ..haiz..but still dun quite understand..later still got to continue .. now is 2:25 ...ate finish my kfc ...haiz...sick still eat kfc ...haha..who cares....sianz leh...exam start on thursday ...y mus start so fast sia ...anyway ... start faster end faster better larz...haiz...jus hope that i can do well for the exam lor...today the whole day so sianz...wonder if later i should go do a few compre n summary anot...haiz....lalalala... i wan whack people ...haha....:P

tired + sick

2004-10-04T20:57:00.000+08:00

haiz...today acutally is ok ...how i know ..until the last 2 period ...that stupid ms lum dun wan go invigilate ...den come teach us...sianz...no mood to listen ...bleahx...heck care... haiz...after school...nothing much lor.. F&N lesson...luckily quite relax...den no remidial ...so song...actually hor...if got..i also dun intend to go ..lalala...haiz... went to pasir ris park with ye leng n jolly ...haha...so nice of them to accompany me there ...=) ...hee...den hey got mosquito bite but i dun have...haha...so good..bleahx...anyway ...haiz..at least the pit is booked ...1 thing is settle ...haha...still sick now ...think i go tink abt bbq le ...blog later bah ...or tomolo ...byez...

hai...feel like adding sth more

2004-10-03T16:44:00.000+08:00

haiz...i dunnoe larz...i am now forcing myself to 4get him ...haiz..but it dun reli seem to work ..i dunnoe wat the feeling when i am talking to him ? i jus try to be as normal as possible but it jus seem to be so weird and so unnatural ...care for him but dun dare to show ... i reli dunnoe wat to do ...haiz... and wat more worst is that i am attached now ...haiz...wat to do ~~ someone tell me !! haiz....why why why ...why mus it be u...i reli dunnoe ....haiz...reli reli reli confused .... think i am jus going to heck care bah ...haiz...:'( jus hope that ...i will be happy bah ...

calven
hanwen
ace

haiz...the 3 of u driving me crazy le larz....bleahx.... haha...i think not many of u know who they are bah ..expect for calven ...haha...anything larz...:P i dun care .... hahaha... i only know 1 thing ... i gonna do my best for everything i do ~ ..

confused

2004-10-03T16:37:00.000+08:00

dunnoe wat to do ...life jus seem to be so confusing ...i dunnoe wat to do ...haiz... somehow i reli prefer life when i am single. ..do wat ...go where ...no one care ...haiz...not like now .... wat time sleep ...got conference anot also mus report ...super sianz leh ...haiz...later 1 day cant even go out with my frenz...den i reli die liao ....haha ...i miss SMRT so much ~ ...lolx... hee...got bbq coming le ...so song ...jus after all the exam ...muahahaha...i going to be playing till i mad le ...and can disturb people liao ...song bo ...lalalala...hahaha...:P...i going to get some stingray ...i wan to eat them ....haha..lalalala....i siao liao ....dunnoe who to choose. ..dunnoe who the one for me ...i am reli confuse now ....haiz....y y y.... wat make u all like me ....wat good am i ? i am jus a nothing but a crazy ger ...haiz...dunnoe ...dun wish to care ...jus wish to do well for my eoy and plan a good bday party for my frenz...=) ...haha...i decide to postpone buying my mp3player ...but i wan buy a nice nice present for her ...haha...=) hee...lalala...blog until here bah ...later den continue ...ahahaha...i so long never go ktv liao ...awwww....i got to spend 1 more week like tat ...but never mind ...jus 1 more week and i will be free ~~~ wheeeee......

i am so happy today ~

2004-10-03T16:15:00.000+08:00

haha..so happy today ...though only sleep for 2 hrs but nvm ...got mac breakfast ...den go jurong point shopping and got a new jacket...wheeeeeeeee....haha..=) ...i am so happy today ...lalalalala

haiz...

2004-10-02T18:42:00.000+08:00

dunnoe larz...today so boring ...no one alive also ...friends all out ...and wat am i doing at home ...i also dunnoe...been sleeping and slacking the whole afternoon ...i miss u so much ...i dunoe y ...but it jus seem that you are still angry with me ...hai...wat can i do ...i reli dunnoe...how is it den i can make u happy ...i know u reli love me but .... when u free ..i not free ...when i not free u free ..i reli dunnoe wat to do ..i reli cant go out now ...pls...forgive me ...i dun even know if u visit my blog anot ..but if u do visit..i reli hope to let u know that ...i reli dun wish to lose u...=) ...haiz..reli wish to accompany u... haiz...end of year coming ...dunnoe larz... jus take the paper 1 ...dunnoe will die anot ...dun care liao larz...i feel like crying ...tat all

from 9/9 - 27/9

2004-10-01T22:16:00.000+08:00

lets see if i remember so much anot ...muahaha...to say the truth hor ...i dun reli know wat i am doing the whole september ...muahaha...bleahx...did i go out ? i dunnoe ..who cares ...dun wan update leh ...super tired one leh ..mus recall all the things...haha..nvm...i dun update le ..lolx... today exam sux lor ..so cold ... almost become ice ... and that stupid english report ...dunnoe wats the format ..but who cares...is over now ...wat can i do ..haiz....life reli sux...dunnoe ...change my template again ...haha...see the last 1 buay song...think too plain le bah ... actually have a lot of things to write one ...but dunnoe y jus dun have the mood to ... i also dunnoe wat my brain is being occupied with ...study the whole day today ....haiz...miss him ...so sad that i cannot go his house today ...hai...love you always....

time to do a full update bah ....

2004-10-01T21:49:00.000+08:00

haha...haiz...time to do a full update after watching singapore idol ..haiz...so sad...jeasee is out ...she should be in ...and that freaking bastard jerry should be out ..watever... SYLVESTER IS STILL THE BEST !!!!!!!!!!!!whEEEEEEE....still a bit dun feel like blogging ...later den blog larz...think now too early ..no mood..

super long nv blog le

2004-09-28T16:40:00.000+08:00

hai..super long never blog le...haha...going out too much this days larz..until i no time to blog ...lolx... anyway ..i am no longer ..confuse ..sad ..haha...cause my dear dear is so cute and so nice ..he treat me so good ...muahahaha...lalala...dun blog too much today ... friday den write a complete write up about the last few weeks ..haha...bb ..

sianz...

2004-09-08T13:55:00.000+08:00

think i quite a few days never update le bah ..too tired ..lolx...otherwise is scared my tat goondo father scold ..wat can i say leh ..now i zho bo ..infront of the com ..waiting for time to pass ...so jus update a bit lor ...later a night den write everyting ...haha..going out later ...eat sushi and go ktv and maybe can see him leh !!!!!!!!!!!! i also dunnoe is tat good news or bad news ..sianz 1/2 ...i still so sleepy..dunnoe y...hai...anything larz...dun feel like typing liao ...bb

zZzz...i still wan to sleep

2004-09-05T21:07:00.000+08:00

haha...chatted on the phone till morning till i fall asleep...lolx...den continue sleeping until 7+ ..i pro right..lolx..who cares...lets see...i watch tv nia lor ..after i wake up ...hmm...den now slacking online again...haha

the lost ting ting

2004-09-05T03:12:00.000+08:00

hai ..i think i am really lost ...been slacking too much and suddenly so many things is surrounding me ...hai ...friendship ...relationship ...studies... money ... CO ...family ...hai ...so many many others things...reli dunnoe how to overcome ...i think i am reli lost ...lost in the jungle or where ..i also dunnoe...hai ...jus hope i can get out of the dark cloud asap bah ...t1ng t1ng is lost ... hai...hope i will know wat to do ...

die le larz

2004-09-05T02:00:00.000+08:00

this time reli die le larz...after so much thinking ..hai..wat to say leh ...esp after jus now tat mysterious thing tat happen...i think that i really fallen in love with u ...i wont say who ...so, dun bother asking..haha...maybe i will tell a few person ..haa...you really very cute...haha... bleahx...die le larz...so long never like someone den suddenly like someone ...haha...watever..i am mad ... ***tHnKnG oF yOu*** ***msSnG yOu***

saturday is reli boring...haha

2004-09-04T19:21:00.000+08:00

hai...shouldnt have call my father in the first place...i never will wan him to drive me to anywhere ever again ... drive and nag at me ... as if everything is my fault like tat lor ..dunnoe larz...si bei fu ck up 1 lor ...reach my primary sch ...see all the pri sch kids ..lolx...seem to be so xtra... hai...dunnoe wat to say larz ...the song hor ...easy not easy ...diff not diff ... watever...i dun care...i jus do wat i can ...hai..suxxxxxxx......receive the god damm scheldue for the practice...hai ...monday and friday ...friday confirm can ..but den ...monday ..hai..heck..dun feel like going...watever... dunnoe y suddenly jus feel so loss and so confused ...long time no had this kind of feeling ...hai... after practice ...go long john eat liao den go home lor ...trying to find ppl to come out but no one ..sad right...hai. ..now slacking at home writting this blog ..hoping tat my parents come home as late as possible...

hey...one more thing i 4get ...my fingers so pain now...wah lao eh ..i reli bo wei gong lor ..1 year never touch bass nia hor ..den now press the string for 1hrs+ ..my hand can pian liao ...sux right...hai..wat can i do ..nevermind ...hope i can continue enduring bah ..somehow wish tat i can back off for the performance cause i am somehow reli blur ...hai...watever..

hai...

2004-09-04T13:33:00.000+08:00

hai...dunnoe wat to say..i also dunnoe i create this blog for wat ...maybe i am too bored bah ..or maybe jus finding a place to express my own feeling lor...didnt reli know wat to write now ...continue awhile later bah ...

Saturday Morning SUX BIG TIME !!!

2004-09-04T12:35:00.000+08:00

hai... chatted on the phone throughout the night... den fall asleep at around 7am in the morning ba...make no diff if i got sleep anot...thought can get my 7610 today ...but it appear that i am really dreaming lor ...somehow i am wondering ...y will i believe that he will reli give me the 7610 ...hai..dunnoe larz...but who cares...if get den get lor ...dun get den nvm lor..watever... tired...later still got to go back primary sch...sianz..watever...slack on the net for awhile first larz...anyway 3 den got to reach ..haha..=)... hope the later half of the day will be better ...

hai...continuation

2004-09-04T01:50:00.000+08:00

hai...let me continue after making a bit of amendments to my blog bah ...jus started off ...tat y so ugly...

hai...wat a great week that i have ...haa...5days of school ...i only went for 1 day ...best right..i know i very pro ... haha..hmmm...i am mad ...

monday: as usual ...go sch...zho bo ...nth much ...hai..sad...after school, go white sands with those crazy friends see see here see see there for some cheapo teacher day present ...lolx..bad right... hai...got a bit of nagging when my father come fetch me...cause i dun wan to go to school in the morning ...after that...everything went on as usual lor...

tuesday: the eve of teacher day... didnt go to school...haha...went back to my primary school... saw a few of my primary sch classmates...haha...met with my best friends and we went out for lunch... speaking the truth...it is reli a fed up + happy day lor ..reli dunnoe wat to say ... that 2 crazy guy ... tor jun wei and vincent sim ...have communication problem 1 ... say come den dun come, come den dun come ...den in the end, vincent come liao , junwei never come ..damm lame larz..the 2 of them ... the thing which make me the most angry is hor ...vincent come liao hor ..dun even wan to go eat lunch with us den go back liao...reli dunnoe wat is he thinking lor... anything...dun tok about them liao...will make me mad 1 ... didnt reli go talk to teachers this year ...dun reli have the mood anymore ... hai... teacher dun tend to remember u ... after leaving my primary sch, meng jiat and i went on to marina square...haha... our original plan was jus to eat kenny but we also went to watch 13 going on 30 ...anyway is a nice movie..haha the food was as nice too... talk a lot ...actually mainly talking abt someone larz... lolx..better dun say..later he start to come ask me..lolx... the movie finish at around 6.45 bah... and we both went home after tat...hai ...when i reach home..is around 7+ ...haha..i dun remember wat i do actually ...haha..think i slacking in the net bah ...since wednesday no need go sch...haha...out of a sudden in msn ... dunnoe who also larz..suddenly have the idea of having a gathering during the sep holiday...lol..den we start conferencing ..yay!!!..no matter with who, it is still the thing i love most..lolx..conference until around 12am bah ...den went on to the net ... lolx.. during midnight...my conference call is active again ..lolx..so long never talk conference liao... tok tok tok all the way until 5 am in the morning bah...den dunnoe how i fall asleep liao...haha...zZzz...

Wednesday: hmmm...i only remember sleeping the whole day...haha...

Thursday: hai...wednesday sleep too much ...den cannot get back to sleep..so, never go sch...haha lame reason right..i know ..dun need to say. mainly spend my time on doing math lor...haha... sianz...go sp eat kfc jus cause father need go there pay bills...bleahx..bo liao ... thursday night...SINGAPORE IDOLS !!!!!!!! YAY !!!!!!! but this week not reli nice ..i still prefer the last week ... cant sleep ...been coughing and sneezing throughout the night.

Friday: Morning wake up...dun reli feel well...ahaha..so, in the end ..never go sch...haha...best man ... wake up at around 2pm ...do a bit of chemistry den go out fetch my mother liao...den go changi village eat..but still feel very uncomforatble..haha...kanna a bit of nagging ...lolx..but den they realise is cause i am sick ...haha..so, nothing much ... come back home...slack on the net and conference abit with my primary sch frenz abt going out on sep ..finally everything is settle...i hope...haha... den dunnoe y suddnely come and make this blog...haha..

hai...5 days of the week have jus pass like tat ..lolx...common test is over ..but my results jus sux...reli should have spend more time studying..hai...

English: 23/40 (should have score better if i practice)

Math: 20/50 (bleahx...watever...who call i only study circle)

Chemistry: 13/35 (haha...some silly mistakes which make me fail but overall cause i got no time to study)

Physics: 23.5/35 (finally i see some results here after hours of studying)

Chinese: 86/100 (as usual , my best subject)

POA: 77/100 ( not reli please with this result..expecting 80+ ...careless mistakes again !!!)

Elec Geog: 15/20 (still ok larz...didnt reli memorize the facts proberly)

Social Studies: 13/20 ( still ok ...not tat bad...but not to my exectation)

F&N: 25/100 (haha..the worst i have ever score..even worst den my math..watever)

so, afterall

English: C5
Math: E8
Chinese: A1
Combi Sci: C6
Combi humans: A2
POA: A1
F&N: F9 or ungraded...i dunnoe

L1R5: 23
L1R4: 22

hai...sux...watever...hope i can get below 15 for my end of year...hmmm...

hai..wat actually is love..it jus seem that i have fallen in love with someone which i shouldnt have to.

2004-09-04T00:07:00.000+08:00

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